SoulConnectionsIII

Hello,~

I'm so glad you found this page. I've been preparing and listening to my guidance to create this page for quite a long time. I also have Soul Connections pages I and II and if you haven't visited them, please do so you can have an understanding of what I'm doing and how I've grown.

SoulConnections was created to share and explain the meeting of my Twin Flame/Twin Soul mate and to share links that would help others to try and understand what it's like and how it feels. I know that no one can truly understand this connection unless they've gone through it themselves. I can't tell you if you have or haven't experienced this, only you and your heart knows. There may be similarities, but sometimes people want someone so much, they can convince themselves that the "wrong" person is someone they aren't. People want to love and be loved back, but what I've learned from my Twin Flame experience is that the love is within and it is rare to meet or connect with your Twin Flame on a physical level, but when it does happen, it's a tough path, but not one that's impossible. When I met/connected with my Twin Flame online, I hadn't been looking for a "person," but I had been seeking something "Spiritual" in my life and had asked Spirit for some answers and even my guides and helpers to show me and help me with some things. When I did meet "Jordan," my Twin Flame, I knew emotionally and my higher self knew that something felt wonderful and in my heart and spirit, our energy levels went sky high and we felt all sorts of things going on... things we had never felt before and some we had. Some things felt familiar, and I for one, was very curious and I wanted to know more. I felt an immediate attraction to him, familiarity, a pulling to be nearer to him, like I'd known him a long time, a comforting feeling, but yet a feeling that I wanted to somehow please him too. I felt giddy and romantic... but also a feeling that something wonderful and different had just happened and I needed to listen to my heart, not my head and to talk to Spirit! I had talked to so many people online before... but this was different!

What I've learned is...we as human beings are taught to have expectations about things. We tend to meet people and we have expectations about how relationships should advance. We may have ideas and go on our past relationships or what we've learned before. When you meet your Twin Flame... there are no rules or guidelines. It's a true calling and something not to be taken lightly and when taken seriously, it's something that can change your life in ways you may never have imagined. The Twin Flame path is not a game. It can change more than just one or two peoples lives. Twin Flames are ordained by God. They're purpose is much higher than what many think, but its also about "remembering." Remembering the beginning, when we were created and separated from God/Source. We are a Spiritual Circle. We are all connected. As we remember, we also feel a pulling or strong desire to go back to "the source" or God. We begin remembering the time when we were separated from our other half, our twin. This will occur at a certain time in our Spiritual Awakening. A time when we've lived, learned and experienced many things. Once we awaken and remember the truth, we long to return to the love we remember, of how it was before... we begin to search. We agreed to this plan a long time ago. Now is the time when we must find our Soul Families, those that will also help us to get back to the Source of All and where we can then experience unconditional love once again. Many of us are Light Workers, Healers, Musicians, Doctors, Mystics, Ecologists, Writers, Actors and so on and each has a special job to do as we reach a time when Twin Flames are awakening more and more and we're all here to help humanity.

We all have our trials and hardships and we have to get through them on our own and with Spirit/Gods help. We agreed to them for a reason... to learn, to make us stronger, for patience, compassion, love, to overcome fears... the list goes on and on. In this life, I'm finding that one of my biggest lessons to learn is about abandonment. How ironic that this is my biggest lesson and that my Twinflame has come and gone repeatedly in and out of my life. I've had to learn to not let my emotions control me or to feel that just because someone leaves me, that I'm not loved or able to be loved or love. Sometimes we don't know the whole story and oftentimes, we create our own obstacles too. Maybe it can be a bit of both. Even so, the connection to our Twin is always there, even if we can't always feel it the same all the time.

With time, I've met people who have shared stories with me that they've spent time with their Twinflames only to have heartache, repeatedly. The "repeatedly" part is probably because of our connection of the heart and soul and how we feel so purely connected to them and we want to believe everything they say and do, but... they are human too and we all can make mistakes and we learn from them. We also have free-will and we can walk away. Not all Twinflames are Spiritual and some don't even know what Twinflames are! They may not even like the idea of it. They may not be what you think a Twinflame would be like at all, but then again, what is an ideal Twinflame anyway? Does anyone really know? They say, like attracts like and so, what is it in me, that attracted my Twinflame at this time, in this lifetime, when we met? Was it because we're both very spiritual in this lifetime? We are the same within, we have the same spiritual ideals, but on the outside, he and I are very different. We came from very different lifestyles, family backgrounds, areas of the world and so on, but, yet, we're very similar in many ways too. When we met, we felt a pull, yes, but, we did not always agree on everything and that made things interesting. What a dull world it would be for people to agree on everything!! Blah!! Ug! Perhaps my Twin and I did agree before being born into this life... maybe we sat around a big round table and discussed what we wanted to do this time around... that we would meet, be who we are, with the families we wanted, in certain places in the world, and learn this or that, because we needed it this time around, and then we would meet exactly when we did to push us along at an excellerated rate so we'd do something fantastically important before we both went back to the other side to be together once again. Sound good?

We met online, we talked on and off for over five years, I learned... he learned... we parted and well... we're both doing other things. I cannot speak for him, but I'm doing what I can to carry on and help the world and humanity in my own ways. I don't feel him as strong energetically as I used to, but I know he is still a part of me. My experience is not someone elses, its my own. I am being very honest when I say, I miss talking to him, but I have to keep going and keep learning and find joy, love, happiness and light everyday in the ways I can. If I sound a bit down to you right now, I am a bit. I'm in an odd place... growing, learning, changing, pondering, alot. I'm finding myself... again... or should I say, I'm recreating myself after listening to some guidance, and listening to my higher self. I've gone within, spent some quiet time out in nature and I'm just trying to move forward and do good, be well, be healthier, find balance and peace. I am building my own power back up. Recharging is a good way of putting it. I think sometimes we can give others too much of ourselves and without communication or being on the same page, we may lose sight of the goal or maybe we didn't really have the same goal after all. Again, we are all connected, but each of our stories is different and for different reasons, lessons and outcomes.

I don't know how the story of my life will end or what will happen from the time I finish typing this. I know I'm very blessed to have found my mate and to have learned from our meeting. I pray he has love, peace, joy, blessings, love and light in his life every day and lives a very long and prosperous life. I will see him on the other side, in spirit, when the time is right.

~ The End... for now~