I created this new page on an important day, November 11, 2005. 11/11. Many believe energy portals have been opening up for years and on this day, yet another. Many lightworkers and Lightbeings are feeling the inpouring positive lightfilled energy at this time of huge change, endings and beginnings. I've been feeling renewed and clearer and writing like crazy. I've made some significant changes in my life, I've taken many leaps of faith.
I realized one day while I was driving home, that I could not live my life like this anymore... dealing with so many spiritual things with my Twin Flame and feeling so much, living with my spouse, who was not wanting to do things with his life similar to mine and it made me feel very unhappy, even though we had some good times now and then. I knew my purpose in this life and I wanted to do what I came here to do. At this time, I wasn't sure what I was going to do about my life? I let it go and ask for guidance and soon I received it. I was driving home one evening and I heard a voice say to me "It's time, you know what you have to do." I shook my head and had tears well up in my eyes, but even so, I felt an inner peace that I was doing the right thing and that everything would be all right. Please read the page I created which will explain much more.
To my love...
My twin...
My mate...
When you are weak, I am strong...
When you need to share, I listen...
When you need love, I give love...
When you need space, I give you space and time...
When you feel confused, I send you peace...
When you share your pain and your trials, I draw nearer to Spirit to heal you...
When you need answers, I give you positive energy...
When you need me... I am always near~
There is no misunderstanding within us, we just are...
I only desire for you, what I desire for myself...
and I do not push or pull when you need to rest and just be...
We both know that there will be times when we need to listen to Spirit even moreso
to help us be the best we can be...we have respect
I love you for eternity and nothing can change that...
When you need me, reach for me... as I need you...
Spirit always gives us what we can handle and we learn from it, helping one another...
Some days are longer than others, but I always know you're close and a part of me...
For you to succeed, I must also succeed...
For you to be who you are, I am who I am...
Going away for always, accomplishes nothing... we are stronger than that,
and we will sustain the trials and move upward ever stronger
I haven't talked to my Twin Flame in two and a half years now, online. Often ego can get in the way, even with Twinflames. After all, we are souls in a human body, having a human and spiritual experience. Sometimes it's difficult to combine the two... why, I don't know. The Twinflame experience is one of the toughest things we will ever encounter. It pulls at our heart and soul. Unconditional love isn't easy to live. I've been through a lot and I've done a lot of soul searching, quieting my mind and asking for guidance and signs to help me along the way. Spirit told me to read our old chats and there I would find some answers. I did and I couldn't believe how much clarity I received. I've had so much happen for the last two and a half years I just felt I had to move forward more recently...move past the pain and move to a place of gratitude and grace.
My Twinflame used his free-will and made his choice to not meet me in the physical this time around, at least so far. I do feel blessed we found each other and I know our love is the key to helping humanity grow and change at this time and for the future. I love him and I always will and am very thankful for him. Our meeting pushed me forward in my growth on my spiritual path immensely. I know there is more to this and its coming as I open up to it. For us, its like breathing. It's natural.
In the meantime, I've been meeting some interesting people from my "Soul Family" and connecting with them. Some that have even met their own Twinflames too. Those in your soul family are here to help you. They may be come into our lives as close friends or those we can run businesses with or do important Spiritual ventures with too. Usually, Twinflames will agree to find one another before they incarnate or are born in a lifetime. There's a basic blueprint, but even that can be changed. Soulmates help us along too and they're also a part of our soul families. It's not intended that all find their Twinflames, because its something we must be ready for and even then, be careful what you ask for, because as I said above, the Twinflame connection's not an easy path, but the love you experience and feel is close to Spirit/God, our Creator, and can never be broken. We all must desire and work on our Spirituality or our "Soul growth" in each lifetime in order to grow and reunite with our Twinflame. It's been foretold throughout history when humanity would feel a time of huge shifts and changes, a time of flames becoming one from two. As for me, I am moving forward and will continue to do what I'm here to do in this lifetime and I will do it with love. I wish my Twinflame well on his journey and on his path. Together our energy is unique and special.
Love is the key.~
This page was created by Fran/Mysti on Nov.11th and completed on Nov. 17th, updated August, 2007. Everything on this page and the Mystickblue Website is copyrighted and is prohibited from being copied or used anywhere else without written permission from the owner Fran Hafey. Thank you for your kindness and respect. Not all graphics belong to Mysti, so if I have not given credit, please let me know. Blessings~
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you desire to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you'll risk looking the fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you've touched the center of your own sorrow, if you've been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself, if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul, if you can be faithless and therefore be trustworthy.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver moon, "YES"! It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from inside when all else fails away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
~author unknown~
Quotes for the Soul~
“I'm becoming more and more myself with time. I guess that's what grace is. The refinement of your soul through time.”
“They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world: someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for.”
“Hope is like the sun, which, as we journey toward it, casts the shadow of our burden behind us”
“Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark.”
“Hope is the dream of a soul awake.”
"You are a divine light and you have attracted the same to you to help you in this lifetime. You will also share this light with many others."~ Mysti
"In the Return of the King, do you remember at the end when Frodo is back home and he is thinking, "How does one return to his old life after having been through something so life changing"? (or something to that effect, that isn't exact)
I thought of you....and how after you, nothing was the same...yes, that is a wonderful way of putting it... I remember that part... I always think of you when I see the ring."
JAW~
I noticed a monk, ski cap pulled over his ears, sitting perfectly still beneath a tree. There was such reference in his silhouette, such tranquil sturdiness, that I paused to watch. He was the picture of waiting. Later I sought him out.
"I saw you today sitting underneath the tree--just sitting there so still. How is it that you can wait so patiently in the moment? I can't seem to get used to the idea of doing nothing." He broke into a wonderful grin. "Well, there's the problem right there, young lady. You've bought into the cultural myth that when you're waiting, you're doing nothing."
Then he took his hands and placed them on my shoulders, peered straight into my eyes and said, "I hope you'll hear what I'm about to tell you. I hope you'll hear it all the way down to your toes. When you're waiting, you're not doing nothing. You're doing the most important something there is. You're allowing your soul to grow up. If you can't be still and wait, you can't become what God created you to be." Somehow I knew in my soul that his words were God's words.
From "When The Heart Waits" Spiritual Direction for Life's Sacred Questions by Sue Monk Kidd
"My love and I, our words flow like water, the nonwords come with the light."~Mysti
